Hey WSW Readers!
It all comes down to summer for youth soccer players. Summer is when you test
your progress as a team in your State Cup and beyond. Summer is when you stretch
your limits as an individual through the ODP program or at a college soccer camp.
Summer can make you...or break you...
THE TEAM EFFORT
June: Arkansas State Cup---Ft. Smith, Arkansas
Our team, the Arkansas Comets '83, has only been together for nine months. Some
were players from the state champion girls' team, I came from the state champion
boys' team, and the rest from two area select girls' teams. Rivals and once bitter field
enemies, it took a few months for cliques to fade and old wounds to heal, but we
worked through it one game at a time. Tough out-of-state competition forced us to
further shed our old identities, forcing us to work together and depend on each other
for support if we wanted to win games.
Our team won the Arkansas Snickers State Cup easily. The real challenge was ahead
of us.
Late June: Southern Regionals---Greensboro, North Carolina
If you are from one of the states where soccer is just emerging, then you can identify
with the task ahead for our team. In the past, going to regionals for Arkansas, was
like a pig going to the slaughterhouse. Scores like 0-6 or 1-5 in regional play were
common. Our team believed we would be contenders in Greensboro. Our regional
opponents would have to work for a win against us, and we would have wins of our
own.
This year, we went 2-3 against Alabama, 2-1 against Louisana, and 0-3 against South
Texas - which was a victory to us, since they beat the other two teams in our bracket
5-0 and 10-0. We came away winners in our hearts. We feel we are quicky gaining
ground on the other states, now able to win games in regional competition and
narrow the goal differential when we lose.
The trip home was exhausting. There was a rock slide that blocked I-40 on the North
Carolina/Tennessee state line. The state police re-routed traffic but Mom found an
obscure route through the Appalachians which was beautiful and very winding. There
was bridge or road construction most of the way home. We left at 7:30 AM on the
1st and got home at 4:30 AM on the 2nd.
THE INDIVIDUAL STRUGGLE
July: ODP Regional Camp---Montevallo, Alabama
I have a theory as a player. Never work in your comfort zone. Seek out opportunities
and situations where you feel somewhat over your head and not quite sure of what
you are doing. I learn best this way, thriving on the pressure and the challenge.
Little did I know, my state ODP coach, Kenny, and a Rainbow Game would put this
theory to the test.
I played on three teams last year, left mid-field for the Comet girls, outside midfield
and forward for the Tulsa Legends, and outside midfield for the Comet boys. I would
occasionally be put at defense when our team was ahead and the coach would want
to give defensive players some playing time up front. Defense was the position I felt
least comfortable playing. It was the position where Kenny wanted me to play during
ODP. Oh NO!
Let me start by saying that I was "psyched" for Regional Camp. I had spent a year
like a madwoman working alone in a racquetball court on individual ball skills and
shooting technique, strength and speed development training, practicing with a Latin
men's team, and guest playing with other teams. My motto, "Practice outside of
practice". This year, I was going to get there. I WOULD be on that Regional ODP list
when it was posted!
I had myself pumped, so prepared, so ready...but not for fullback...not for defense!! I
wanted him to change his mind. This is a nightmare, right? I'll pinch myself and be
an offensive player. Okay, 1-2-3 pinch!!!
I'm still a fullback.
I went through a grieving process and found myself at the acceptance stage about a
week before we left for Alabama. Re-convinced that I was a good enough player to
make the pool wherever they put me, I called one of my club coaches for some last
minute training in defensive decision making.
Here it is! An opportunity to work outside of my comfort zone.
It took the first day to get my defensive legs firmly planted underneath me, but after
that, nothing got by me. I was so focused, so in the zone during games, that when
the editors of WSW, Roger and Judith, came to watch me play, I didn't even know
they were there until that last five minutes of the game.
Then I had the game of my life. Kenny sent me to a Rainbow Game. This is where
they combine players from different State ODP teams to play against a State ODP
team. This is it! A chance to play an offensive position!! But get this, and tell me
there aren't forces beyond all control working here. The Rainbow Coach puts me a
center-mid...the only offensive postion I don't play on a regular basis. It didn't matter.
I had so much confidence from playing defense that I could do ANYTHING!!!
I directed the team. I communicated. I created. I scored a goal. I was on fire!
Everything had come together. This must be what heaven is like...I look over to find
the Regional Coaches...
They're not watching the game.
They're in a circle at the corner of the field...talking. It doesn't matter. This is my
moment. My state teammates and Kenny arrive mid-game and share it with me from
the sidelines, affirming the moment and cheering me on. It was incredible!
It's Saturday night and in the morning the Regional Pool list will be posted. We
borrow a CD player from the South Texas girls, and they tell us that the Pool list will
be posted downstairs at 2 AM. Being the eager, trusting, and innocent Arkansans
that we are, we believed them. All through the night, my teammate Jessie and I,
would slip past Kenny, sneak down the stairs four floors below, check for the list, and
report to any teammates still awake. It's 7 AM and the list is posted---in the hall of
the fourth floor.
My name is not on the list.
I bury my head in my hands, unable to keep the tears from coming. I call my Mom.
"It's not there, Mom. My name isn't there." I return to the room to tell my teammates
that none of our names are on the list. Seeing my tear-stained face is all most need
to see. They know.
But I wouldn't trade anything that happened that week to be on that list. I learned
something that making the Regional Pool could never have taught me. I can play
anywhere on that soccer field. You can put me anywhere, Coach, and I can get the
job done. It doesn't matter where I play or who is watching because I'm selfish. I
play for me. I love this game!
Thanks, Kenny!
In August, Shasta got her chance to play offense at Stanford University's Residential Camp
for Grades 10-12. Shasta, who will be a freshman this fall, was selected to the camp's
all-star team. In the next issue of WSW, Shasta will tell us about the Stanford Soccer Camp
and share thoughts and advice from Stanford players about the recruiting process.